Now I turn to Myisha, all 33 chapters of you,
You’ve been down for too long. You have felt a pain that you have not experienced since your mother died. A deep pain that you feel like no one understands, a pain that you feel does not have to be here, a pain you wish could go away so you can live again.
Pain is not an odd part of the human experience. Suffering is apart of it. Name one spiritual teacher, one successful person, one neighbor who have not experienced it and I will suggest that they are either dead or just haven’t been born. Today you can barely wake up in the morning, smile, or operate fully in your purpose because your mind and your heart is occupied with pain, and a yearning, and a sense of hopelessness that you feel you can do nothing about.
So I’ve come to tell you dear myisha, that there comes a time where things can no longer be spoken about physically. Let me remind you that everything is spiritual. And when you begin to question your life, begin to stray away from peace and happiness, and allow your life to be filled with pity and tears, I must speak to your soul; that real part of you.
First let me tell you that suffering comes as a negative boaster of sorts. It infiltrates the mind and tells it that it has lost, that the situation will never change, that what you feel now will only get worse. It will paint a picture of tragedy and gloom. But you know that the truth shall set your free. The lie of suffering’s purpose is to hypothesize your mind and take over the centerpiece of your consciousness so that it can inevitably control you.
But you are much too smart and much too strong to fall for this trap. I declare that a peace that surpasses all understanding will fall on you like…love. I believe that God will grant you a focus and a vision that will defeat every negative thought that you are having right now. Doubt and depression should no longer have a hold on you. As long as the sun is still shining, you are still living, and God is still on the throne, you have a reason to smile, to be happy, to not only make it through the day but have amazing days again.
People make decisions. People change their minds. And all of those things can radically effect you…. but only if you let them. You too must make some decisions. You too must change your mind…. And the decision you must make today is take control of your soul, kick depression out, and look your anointed self in the mirror and smile at it, talk to it, allow it to remind you of who you really are.
Don’t allow other peoples misconception of you make you forget the strong woman you really are. Your mother raised you right. God has trained you well. You know the person that you are!!!! Trouble should be scared of you. Sadness should find you unattractive. Your karma and God will follow you all the days of your life and that’s should be enough to keep you secure and content.
Stop spending all of your energy trying to convince others of who you are and start reminding yourself! They were too blind to “see it”, But lives depend on you for you to “know it”.
Troubles don’t last always. Your days should not be lived in order to make it to its end. Your mind has too much creating, too much innovating, too much inspiring, too much philosophical and spiritual thinking to do than to be preoccupied with gloom; a gloom that one person controls, doesn’t see anyway, and probably doesn’t even care about!
Time will heal. Victory is on your side. God will give you peace. Get your life together. Wipe your tears. Live your life. Lift your smile. Love again. Laugh again. You are too beautiful, too anointed, too wise, and too you…. To not be “you”!!!!!!
So “let not your heart be troubled”, as you “walk through the valley of the shadow of death, fear no evil, God is with you”, allow the “peace of God that surpasses all understanding to guide your heart and mind”, allow the “Lord to fight your battle’, “be still and know that he is God”, for you are “more than a conqueror”, and in the end myisha… “all things worketh for the good”!
Make this time “well with your soul” and I bet you will begin to see how amazing God has made your life…. a life you should start living again right now!!
